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T H E O N K N I G H T
Dear Ashling,
I'm going fucking crazy. I can feel my mind slipping every second you're gone. I tried to let you go. God knows I tried, but I couldn't. I keep hearing your voice in rooms you've never been in, like you're haunting me for what I did. Maybe this is what losing you was supposed to do to me.
I'm losing what's left of my sanity, sweetheart. I can't stay here, knowing you're not mine anymore. If I stay any longer, I swear to god, I'll lose myself completely.
The worst part is that I still love you. I love you so much it makes me sick, makes me want to tear my own heart out and drop it at your feet, just so you'd see it was always you.
Even now after everything, I'd still crawl back to you on my knees, begging you to choose me.
Still yours,
Aways yours,
T.K
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